Leave me for nothing

First of all this is what went wrong with my life. Ermm..its kinda funny coz people assume u can do anything and u were tough and strong. But reality is i am not.I am not that kind of person anymore. My body just can take it anymore. Weird but to tell honestly this is my final straw last resort. This decision came out just like that. Early morning before i went to office i think what i want in this life. What my ultimate goal. What is wrong with me. And then i decide, maybe its time to move on, move forward looking for something else. And that day many things happen. The guy ask me to teach and learn. And ask me to explain more bout our C.O.D. Act like nothing happen. Woww..kinda funny coz this is really looks professional to me. But deep inside my heart, i feel like thorn tear up my heart. Fuhhh... And today, my second day. Jobless girl. Ciss..macam apa je feeling ni. Semua benda macam tak kena. Mat cakap aku buat keputusan memang dia pun terkejut. I just what am i supposed to do long time ago. It just about time. Mungkin lepas ni semua benda tak kena, aku main bantai je buat keputusan. Entahhh...yang aku tau. I need some time. Before go out and meet other people. Boleh camtu? Hehhh